Hey,
I haven’t written a personal post in a long time. Of course, I do write a lot of personal stuff in my blogposts usually, but I still think it’s different to write a whole post about this stuff. I see my blog as something very personal and I like to keep it that way. At the moment I really feel like I need to write some of this down, ’cause it helps me to analyse the situation and help me get through it.
I think my biggest flaw is that I can’t let go. That maybe doesn’t sound like a flaw at all, because it means that you never give up, but trust me: sometimes it’s better to quit. And I’m not a quitter at all. Today I did something that felt so hard to do, I did let go. I still don’t know if that’s the right thing, but I hope it is, ’cause I have made my choice. I guess it’s part of the thing we call ‘life’. Life, probably the biggest word I’ve ever said, that says a lot ’cause there’s a whole lot of words inside my head.
Sorry this is not a blogpost that you usually see on my blog, but I don’t really care, haha. It’s probably gonna sound very cryptic and stuff to you, but for me it doesn’t. I guess my blog is always going to be a way for me to deal with my feelings and thoughts. And I don’t want to change that. So yeah, if you read all of this, I have a question for you: what do you think is your biggest flaw? I think it’s a question that a lot of people don’t like to answer. I guess people don’t like to think about it. But I do think that if we ever want to change our flaws for the better, we need to be aware of them. So yeah, I told you mine, what’s yours?
xoxo Lilia
