Hello there.
I thought this was a good time to spill my thoughts, again. ‘Cause yeah, I just love doing that. First of all, let’s start of with the basic shit. What do you think of my straightened hurrr? I feel like such a different person whenever I’ve straightened my hair. I feel like back in my older days, when I used to straighten my hair everyday. I’m so happy I don’t have to do that anymore haha. Straighting my hair reminds me of all the memories back then. I almost feel like the ‘Lilia’ then, isn’t the same person as the ‘Lilia’ now. I’m so much stronger now. It’s weird that stupid stuff like straight hair makes you realize this deep shit. By the way, tomorrow I’ll post a review of one of the products I used to achieve this straight hair look, so come back then if you’re interested. 

Anyways, let’s get into the real shit. I’ve already mentioned something about living different lifes. What if the life we’re living now, isn’t our first time? What if we actually have lived our lifes a million times, just in different bodies? What if our souls are actually much wiser than we think? What if we have way more memories than we remember? I’m really interested in your thoughts on the after life, life after death.

I do believe in the afterlife. Maybe some people think that’s weak, because it’s just a way to be less afraid of the death (you have a whole new life to live after you die), but I don’t agree. I’m not afraid of death and that’s not because of the fact that I believe in the afterlife, but because I feel like I already lived so much of my life, I wouldn’t be sad if I would pass away right this moment. I know I’m only 19 years old (okay, almost 20…), but I still feel that way. Anyways, that’s not the point. I believe the world has some kind of balance, a constant energy, that has non-varying value when it comes to life. The plants, the animals and people, they die but they also are born. Some human beings reincarnate into plants, some animals reincarinate into human beings and so on. Our soul stays the same, it’s always constant. We just forget our previous lives and have to start all over again. That’s our endless curse. We can never learn from our mistakes, each life we will make them over and over again. I don’t know if this makes me a buddhist or not, but I really don’t care about labels. I think labels are the things that make people discriminate. We’re all the same in our differerences, ’cause we all have them.

Last thing. If you don’t believe in all this stuff, what do you believe? Do you believe in nothingness? Do you feel like sleep is the cousin of death? Food for thought, that’s fo sure.
xo Lilia


  1. October 7, 2014 / 16:32

    Je hebt echt heel mooi haar! X

  2. October 7, 2014 / 18:06

    Wat zie je er weer prachtig uit. Wat interessant dat jij in reïncarnatie gelooft! Ikzelf geloof ook in een leven na dit leven, alleen dan op de manier hemel en hel. Klinkt heel cru, maar ik geloof in God en nu ik dit typ bedenk ik me dat ik er eigenlijk veel te weinig over na denk, of in ieder geval niet aan wil denken… Maar ik denk sowieso dat ieder mens ten diepste wel voelt dat er ‘iets’ is, of het nu reïncarnatie of de hemel is.
    X Emma

    • October 13, 2014 / 18:28

      ik snap wat je bedoelt! ieder zo zijn ding natuurlijk 🙂 xo

  3. October 7, 2014 / 21:18

    Ah the Hindu religion. I think that everyone believes something else even if they don’t in the bigger picture there is always a little difference, and that’s okay (if no one gets hurt in the proces). I do think that I believe there is something, other reason is that if life is nothingness people would be scared. Great question (one of the most asked)! That’s probably why I’m so interested in movies like The Adjustment Bureau and other higher mighty power stuff.

    • October 13, 2014 / 18:29

      yeah i totally agree! I love the adjustment burau but I haven’t seen the other movie, wanna watch it now! xo

  4. October 8, 2014 / 09:00

    Erg mooie foto! Ik geloof net als Emmathings in de hemel.

  5. October 8, 2014 / 12:49

    Het stijle haar staat je goed. Toch kies ik liever krullen bij jou, maar dat komt omdat ik gek ben op krullen.

    • October 13, 2014 / 18:30

      dankje! ik hou zelf ook denk ik meer van krullen, maar tis leuk om af te wisselen 🙂 xo

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